I’m procrastinating from assignments bc I feel mentally stretched thin. But idk, I reconnected with my bf after a long period of silence and automatically felt a lot of my stress fall away. (-◡-◍) But still, I gotta do my hw and my remaining internship hours for work before Sunday o.o

In the meantime I’m slowly job hunting, looking either for internships that transition into full time or just flat out full time. I graduate in the spring, but considering my circumstances I kinda need to look now lol. It’s just a pain because I’m prioritizing this job search and prep over classes, but the only reason I have these opportunities in the first place is because I’m in school… So it’s a weird balance lol. Definitely trying not to feed into straight A habits right now because they’re eating into my time for jobs. That sounds like a flex but it’s more an anxious habit.

Also did a HireVue interview for the first time? And idk how to feel about them. Also waiting for a referral from my friend to go through for a company before I apply. Am scared that I need to practice my skills more, organize more of my work… I probably do, but one step at a time.