Please speak to a counsellor, and move out of your mothers house. Mass murder almost always starts with hurting the womem in your home

if the only thing stopping you from hurting people is legality and morality you need help

Do you feel that way because you’re being abused? Or do you feel that way because you might be an undiagnosed psychopath (and I do mean that in the clinical sense)? Because that’s two very different things.

I’m not qualified to tell you what to do if it’s the former; I don’t know how unsafe you are but I would encourage you to get out of the situation. I hope others can be mor helpful.

If it’s the latter, then you need to start seeing a therapist. If you want to be able to continue to be a part of civil society, you’ll need to do a lot of work to curtail those impulses. Again, like the other scenario I hope others more qualified than I can be more helpful

Femicide, amirite fellas?

Being so angry you feel like you can kill someone I think is common but I don’t think folks will ever admit they ever felt that way. Especially when younger and full of hormones. Then you have that the closer you are to someone the angrier they can make you. Pushing buttons and all. You cope by realizing murder is wrong. That your brain is wierd and you don’t act on high emotion. You get yourself away from the emotional situation and calm yourself however you best find to do that. You try to discuss when you and the other person are less emotional and see if you can come to a common understanding. Granted if you a kid its not an equal footing but if don’t think you can get to where you are treated fairly then just put your energy into gaining independence as soon as you can.

I am familiar with a child abuse victim who feels this way. Not like actively seeking it out, but they wouldn’t regret it much if it came to that point.

But I’m not personally qualified to comment on it. If it’s becoming more than a passing thought and starting to bother you in everyday life or causing actively homicidal thoughts, it’s a good time to seek professional help before it gets you into trouble.

No. My mum is unabashedly lovely.

I do really dislike my mother (for valid reasons), but I don’t want to kill anybody. That would make me feel sick