im tired of feeling powerless and started to have some unhinged thought. how hard is it to actually starting to work towards a solution just to realize a group of smarter people than me already have their answer and its involves ineffective pier and airdrops, alongside billions of dollar of arms toward the other side.

lets say tomorrow 99% of the Israeli population supports two state solution. how long does it take to get to palestinian to get the same standard as regular israelis? vs how long all of the palestinians get wiped off the earth.

my job is basically design and manufacture, the dependencies of 3d printers make my job wouldnt exist 10 years ago.

i once read a theory that says (i havent checked the validity of this claim) the time required for dna mutates and evolves to the current complexity on earth predates earth by a long shot so it assumes that at one point after the big bang everywhere on the universe is basically a habitable zone and life can be practically found anywhere. assuming some of the building blocks keep on arriving on optimal condition later on.

i’ve wondered about immortality for a while. it boils down to why would i want to be immortal and for me i just want to see and experience things. it also means that i’ll experience a century living lavishly and surrounded by the perfect people i ever hoped to be with and another century where i’ll be broke, alone and living in 10 sqm apartment. at this point then isnt i’m just a living library of babel of human experiences? then what kind of person i am then? a wise old sage or succumb to become a maniac? how many personalities, morals and ideology would come and pass. and how many of ‘me’ that lived and died? would that person still be me? would that person consciousness be the same as me right now? the more i think about immortality the more i think its just the same as death, just a different kind.

this is why the kiwi industry is unsustainable. the amount of energy to grow kiwi and lemon food livestock is far out weight the kiwi yield it wont be long until the kiwi industry collapses and consequently the kiwis will become jobless. jobless lead to instability, any young kiwi grow in such environment is prone to radicalization, soon you will have kiwi problem. they will start organizing themselves and demand independence. this is where the kiwi war start. #savethekiwis

in Indonesia the gov blocked ‘porn’ sites or any sites that have porn like reddit or imgur. it results in many websites that have nudity even in art form or medical nature getting blocked. at times this includes tumblr and even netflix but now its relaxed its stance a bit, for netflix at least.

rumour has it they even block some sites that have ‘anti muslim’ propaganda, however i don’t know the validity of this claim yet but im not surprised if it the case.

the cencorship has been going for a decade now and its getting stricter each year.

source, i live in indonesia.

its hard to not game the physics with these kind of choices.

but personally i’d go with the candle or the pillow. i’d pay anything to directly improve my mental health than anything else

its real