• It is.

      Because this feeling of “trapped” is persistent everywhere.

      Home

      Work

      Country

      And just… this mortal realm of existence…

      But okay my context is I’m with my family (of origin) and I feel so trapped.

      And to complicate things… I am too afraid to venture out there alone since I’m in the USA and ICE is everywhere. So I’m tio scared to be alone. And don’t even mention “friends”, I have none.

      Having severe depression makes every little action feel take MONUMENTAL energy to do… just feels so… heavy to keep going

      Treatment for depression requires me to BEG my parents for money… which is just destroying my self esteen

      My parents are ableists