I’ve came to conclusion that I should do the things that will improve my mental health.
Like I do an intense run at night so that it’s easier than running in the sun. I will do a consistently challenging run that always gives me consistent but not intense pain. It’s working out and just a great way to practice mental fortitude.
I guess I just decided novel things are great
I did get a nice big cyst of my face that caused inflammation I assume a lot. I did exercise and cyst started shrinking I started feeling better.
I do see that list of things to take care of.
I also lost about 10 pounds from mostly dieting mostly.
Physical activity has helped