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paranoid linux sadgirl with imposter syndrome

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Cake day: June 27th, 2023

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  • i hate any kind of repetitive stimuli with a (probably autism-related) damn near uncontrollable incandescent rage.

    certain tracks give me genuine panic flashbacks to when i worked retail and had to hear the same ~10 pop renditions of carols over blown out ceiling speakers for 8+ hours at a time while old women were hurling verbal abuse at me for their favorite salami being out of stock


  • really bad childhood memories involving my abusive biological father. and I’m not religious anymore, but the egregious commercialization of something meant to be a reverent celebration of a deity (even though nearly all its traditions are co-opted from pagan European traditions, which is already soulless af) always bummed me out.

    but, it’s a really meaningful day to my family members, and now that I’m on better terms with most of them I’d rather just enjoy their company and try not to let my disdain sour their fun. to the best of my ability



  • i struggle with lactose and oligosaccharides
    yes, i can take an enzyme pill for both
    no, it’s not a perfect solution (not in my case at least)

    at this point I’m just straight up with people and say “I will burp and fart if I eat this, so it’s your culinary pride or your nose, choose wisely”

    me being gassier than the sun is practically a holiday tradition when i visit family. nothing has more milk and onions than Pennsylvania white people cooking lol